I feel like I have been walking on a thin line since forever, and I guess this is the time when I finally fell out of it. I have been trying and straining every veins in my body to feel strong and be strong. For the longest time ever I have been seeing a gun pointing right at my head and my heart. More cigarettes, more insomnia, more sad songs and more desperate attempt. Nothing has changed.
*boom*
And absolute silence.
I am trying everything to hold it together, yet I guess it has been broken for a long time and not even able to be fixed.
This will be the last hit for the year. I am defeated, bleeding and melting.
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