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"Hello K."

So yayy, I am finee. Better than fine, I am almost great. My mood has been stable for the first time in months, and I feel like I am learning a lot about being alone but not lonely type of thing. It is strange, yesterday I have this thought that I actually chuckle with myself about it, that "I haven't felt lonely since he left". I don't really want to dwell into what was wrong in the past, I still very much treasure the memories we had, but maybe I was in it when I didn't have a good hold of myself yet. Anywho, that's for another day, what have I been up to lately?

I have started riding my bike to school and to yoga (and I am back to yoga)! *So healthy, much green* It kind of happen accidentally though, because my motorbike broke down and I had to wait for it to be fixed. But then it actually feels really greatttt, the weather has been so nice lately which is a big plus for the whole bike-riding experience. My motorbike has been back to normal today but sorry bro you have been replaced in my heart.

I also went to a day trip with Te some weeks ago to Soc Son - a place near Hanoi for a getaway from our depressing hearts. We got lost half of the time and only found the place we intended to go when we were both already dead tired.. We mistook one road to the top of the mountain (where I guess is only for bikers and hikers) to the road that we wanted to go, so all the time we were struggling through wild grasses hitting on our faces and scratching our knees and laughing about how stupid we were:

Then we found this, uhm, I don't know, I guess it was supposed to be like a lookout spot for the forest caretakers? But it was pretty old and rusty and seemed like rarely anyone went up there anymore. We climbed up and Te said it felt like we were in a treehouse:

Te got stuck 

Anddd all the sudden it is December already, when it is finally time to pull out the fluffiest blanket which can whisper "please don't go" in your ears every morning. For some reason this year I am really hyped up for Christmas and have been put on Christmas tunes almost everyday. And somehow my last semester as a Bachelor kiddo is coming to an end as well, I have one more month till I take my last final test and officially being a so-called grown up who still live under parents' roof. Great.

So yup, that was me recently, plus watching Youtube vlogs and scrolling through Tumblr every single minutes.. Oh well.


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The lyric of this song is about watching the stars in a summer night I think. Don't even know the name of the song or the name of the artist.. But isn't that the beauty of melody? I have been listening to sad songs on repeat for the past weeks, but then moping and feeling sorry for yourself obviously wouldn't help. So yeah, watch the stars in summer with me maybe? *goosebump for being cheesy to myself*

Have a good day youu x